November 11, 2006

life's not a fuckin rehearsal

don't any of you's *hate* it when someone uses "tried to" as in the followin context: "i've tried to be honest with you"?

wt effin f? either one's honest or not, innit? what's the "trying" all about? it's like one ain't putting in any effort whatsoever. or doesn't wish to. or having some fuckingly serious self-confidence issues.

me, blunt? i'm an ever-hopeful optimist who [1] lives life to the full [2] doesn't give herself any excuses. besides, my time could have been spent more productively. instead of being wasted on a fella who suddenly decided to declare [with much emphasis this time] that us both were not likely to meet after all - due to his past cock-up's. or so he claimed.

after 21 fuckin month's he decided to come clean. and after much dithering's and contradictions on his part. oh, and did i mention his tryin to be honest all this while?

something fishy's goin on. and i don't like it one bit.

as enscribed by the letter b @ November 11, 2006 03:50 PM | someone's pinged

ta muchly for the advice, krip. the temper did show, eh?

i can't possibly deck him as he's thousand's of miles away. i knew he'd get started to chat with me when i'm in one of my "silent protests" - which he did just day's ago. it's a bit hard, innit when you don't get to see the person's expression and body language?

as blahed by the letter b @ November 17, 2006 04:57 AM

Reel your neck in girl. This is what happens when members of the human face interact. Just "try" and be sympathetic and keep that temper in check. On the other hand, if he's been messing you about, just deck him. ;)

as blahed by krip @ November 16, 2006 05:08 PM
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